The Wandering Thoughts of a Sister Who Lost a Brother…

Sometimes thoughts roll in and I know they aren’t even rational but just sharing the thoughts some people go through after losing a loved one: I wish I could go back and pray harder for you.  I wish I could go back and know what I know now about God.  Maybe it would have saved…

The Door to Anxiety: Finding Truth in This Season of Refining 

I’ve seen a lot of reoccurring themes lately in the lives of people around me and my own life.  One main theme has been anxiety. Especially, in people who have overcome this battle already or in the past have learned how to give it to God.  Recently, many have been going through what they thought…

Things anxiety makes me feel

I’ll try and process out loud again. Well in writing, if that’s considered out loud.  Once again, I’m on the subject of anxiety. It literally has been hanging around my door step for months.  Things anxiety makes me feel: 1) Unworthy of God’s best  2) Like I am a failure 3) That I have to…

Open Wings Arising 

When the breeze picks up, So do your wings. A divine acceleration is happening.  Where you hear screams of lack, I am rejoicing over you ABUNDANCE.  When the skies are a pastel pink, I think of you.  When waves crash near by, It’s the sound of my voice with passion for you to feel my…

Wayward on our way 

I’m tired of these waves, In and out – In and out, They sway. This old body of mine is wondering if I truly heard. Did I hear you correctly, When you told me to dream. Is it true you said anything is possible for those who believe. Wave after wave- In and out they…

I want to know

There are many questions I have, with answers left untold.  Many pondering thoughts, left unspoken. Many fears inside that pull and that hold. They hold me in a frozen position, Though you see me from the outside.  On the inside I’m a statue, made of stone.  These thoughts have lingered quite sometime, At first I…

Let Truth Arise

Fear is a tricky little thing,  You see It comes crawling up inside,  Hiding behind its self proclaimed advertisement of safety. Fear promotes itself like one of those commercials on T.V.   The ones you’ve seen time and again, Knowing they are full of deceit. But however, the first few times around they spark your…

Beauty in the mess

It has been awhile since I last wrote a blog update. If I could describe the last few months of my life in one word it would be the word growth.   This blog is for inspiring and encouraging others to live their lives in God. And I have always wanted to be transparent in my…

Open Wings Arise 

I have so many dreams burning in my heart. Sometimes it doesn’t make sense how many things I am passionate about, but I know God didn’t make me this way just to make a mockery out of me. He created me this way for a purpose. I was born in this generation for a reason….

Healing isn’t pain free, healing is hope FILLED 

I thought I was healed.  I thought my heart moved through this day already.  But a part of me is feeling pain today.  I don’t want to give the darkness a reason to smile but I know that God doesn’t want us to hide anything from him.  And I think I’ve been in hiding.  I…