Wayward on our way 

I’m tired of these waves, In and out – In and out, They sway. This old body of mine is wondering if I truly heard. Did I hear you correctly, When you told me to dream. Is it true you said anything is possible for those who believe. Wave after wave- In and out they…

I want to know

There are many questions I have, with answers left untold.  Many pondering thoughts, left unspoken. Many fears inside that pull and that hold. They hold me in a frozen position, Though you see me from the outside.  On the inside I’m a statue, made of stone.  These thoughts have lingered quite sometime, At first I…

Let Truth Arise

Fear is a tricky little thing,  You see It comes crawling up inside,  Hiding behind its self proclaimed advertisement of safety. Fear promotes itself like one of those commercials on T.V.   The ones you’ve seen time and again, Knowing they are full of deceit. But however, the first few times around they spark your…

Beauty in the mess

It has been awhile since I last wrote a blog update. If I could describe the last few months of my life in one word it would be the word growth.   This blog is for inspiring and encouraging others to live their lives in God. And I have always wanted to be transparent in my…

Open Wings Arise 

I have so many dreams burning in my heart. Sometimes it doesn’t make sense how many things I am passionate about, but I know God didn’t make me this way just to make a mockery out of me. He created me this way for a purpose. I was born in this generation for a reason….

Healing isn’t pain free, healing is hope FILLED 

I thought I was healed.  I thought my heart moved through this day already.  But a part of me is feeling pain today.  I don’t want to give the darkness a reason to smile but I know that God doesn’t want us to hide anything from him.  And I think I’ve been in hiding.  I…

A beautiful tapestry

What a beautiful tapestry, Oh Lord.  What beautiful, thin strings you have woven into this beautiful, beautiful tapestry.  I annuciate this word,  Beautiful,  Because it is far overused, overdefined, and taken for granted.  I want to restore it to its original definition.  B E A U T I F U L  Brilliant as the rays…

Let me RE-Jesus you. 

God.  . . . . . . . . What was the first thing to come to your mind when you read the name God? The first thought or picture to flash through your brain?  For me it used to be a man with a giant white beard, sitting on a throne, super far away….

The Paradox of my Old Soul

Many times have I been told,That this soul of mine is old.  I ponder and wonder, What that means. What are people noticing, that I don’t quite see.  I know now, what exactly it is.  To be a child, but also ancient at the same time.  The years in reverse, but also in fast forward. …

Ramblings of Desire

I don’t feel like writing because my brain is in overdrive but I’m pushing through the resistance. I am choosing to push through because I know writing clears my mind, it helps me process, and it is a gift that Lord is creating in me for his purpose.  So here I am writing, even though…