A beautiful tapestry

What a beautiful tapestry, Oh Lord.  What beautiful, thin strings you have woven into this beautiful, beautiful tapestry.  I annuciate this word,  Beautiful,  Because it is far overused, overdefined, and taken for granted.  I want to restore it to its original definition.  B E A U T I F U L  Brilliant as the rays…

Let me RE-Jesus you. 

God.  . . . . . . . . What was the first thing to come to your mind when you read the name God? The first thought or picture to flash through your brain?  For me it used to be a man with a giant white beard, sitting on a throne, super far away….

The Paradox of my Old Soul

Many times have I been told,That this soul of mine is old.  I ponder and wonder, What that means. What are people noticing, that I don’t quite see.  I know now, what exactly it is.  To be a child, but also ancient at the same time.  The years in reverse, but also in fast forward. …

Ramblings of Desire

I don’t feel like writing because my brain is in overdrive but I’m pushing through the resistance. I am choosing to push through because I know writing clears my mind, it helps me process, and it is a gift that Lord is creating in me for his purpose.  So here I am writing, even though…

Rejoicing VIOLENTLY

Zephaniah 3:17 “The Lord your God is in your midst. A victorious warrior. He will exult over you with joy. He will be quiet in his love. He will rejoice over you with shouts of joy!”  There is a lot to uncover in these words. I’ll try to keep it short but it is so…

When Pain Comes Knocking

Did you know it’s okay to admit that you’re hurting? To be real with God and the people closest to you, and share your heart with them.  As a Christian I’ve learned to not be offended but recently I was struggling to acknowledge my pain because I was afraid that it meant I had a…

NATHAN ALAN MORGAN

Nathan I don’t want to forget you.  These memories that I hold,  are all I have left of you in this world. I dream of your laughter. I dream of your smiling face. It’s hard to believe it’s been so many years since our last embrace. I hope to live my life in the fullest, …

Restoration // Punishment

It’s weird, isn’t it? How we can come from one area and ideas, then push the exact opposite on someone else expecting them to see how you see, but you’ve gotten it all wrong?  I missed it, I got it wrong, I’ve had really good intentions but now I am equipped in truth.  I was…

My Young Heart

I know I talk a lot about myself but I believe sharing stories helps people to relate and then to be empowered. You see, whatever we conquer, overcome; we get to help others to do the same. It won’t always look the same from the outside but the truth out of each circumstance will remain…

Wandering Thoughts

Do you sometimes ponder on something and a flash sparks through your thinking illuminating a distant memory – one you haven’t thought about in years? That memory seems so removed and you wonder, “how in the world did my brain recover this?”  It is a weird experience but also amazing to be taken back to…

PROMISELAND 

EXPLODE my soul. This song reads my heart for my season. There has been an extreme amount of tension and the enemy has tried to use it for destruction, but we hysterically laugh at the lie.  HA HA HA.  God has turned this tension to literally catapult me into his promise and into a burning…

El shaddai 

I don’t have much to say because I just feel really exhausted. My mind is tired and my body is definitely weak but the joy of the lord is my strength.  I know this burden isn’t mine to carry and I pass it off of my shoulders into his loving arms.  I know that I…