When Pain Comes Knocking

Did you know it’s okay to admit that you’re hurting? To be real with God and the people closest to you, and share your heart with them.  As a Christian I’ve learned to not be offended but recently I was struggling to acknowledge my pain because I was afraid that it meant I had a…

NATHAN ALAN MORGAN

Nathan I don’t want to forget you.  These memories that I hold,  are all I have left of you in this world. I dream of your laughter. I dream of your smiling face. It’s hard to believe it’s been so many years since our last embrace. I hope to live my life in the fullest, …

Restoration // Punishment

It’s weird, isn’t it? How we can come from one area and ideas, then push the exact opposite on someone else expecting them to see how you see, but you’ve gotten it all wrong?  I missed it, I got it wrong, I’ve had really good intentions but now I am equipped in truth.  I was…

My Young Heart

I know I talk a lot about myself but I believe sharing stories helps people to relate and then to be empowered. You see, whatever we conquer, overcome; we get to help others to do the same. It won’t always look the same from the outside but the truth out of each circumstance will remain…

Wandering Thoughts

Do you sometimes ponder on something and a flash sparks through your thinking illuminating a distant memory – one you haven’t thought about in years? That memory seems so removed and you wonder, “how in the world did my brain recover this?”  It is a weird experience but also amazing to be taken back to…

PROMISELAND 

EXPLODE my soul. This song reads my heart for my season. There has been an extreme amount of tension and the enemy has tried to use it for destruction, but we hysterically laugh at the lie.  HA HA HA.  God has turned this tension to literally catapult me into his promise and into a burning…

El shaddai 

I don’t have much to say because I just feel really exhausted. My mind is tired and my body is definitely weak but the joy of the lord is my strength.  I know this burden isn’t mine to carry and I pass it off of my shoulders into his loving arms.  I know that I…

A resounding yes 

 I’ve learned a lot in my walk with God, but there is still so much more! How amazing is that? There is exponentially more of God. Literally never ending. Our brains can’t even process how boundless he truly is in his ways.  But what I’ve learned so far I hope you find encouraging.   I…

Process leads to Gold 

Life is messy, full of trials, transistions, and hard seasons. But it is also full of joy, harvest, and peace. It is such a weird thing, process. While you’re in it at first you can’t recall what exactly it is, by the middle of it you have it pinned and then just like that your…

Nathan Alan Morgan 

I  don’t know how to properly open this journal entry. Or what to write to make you stay and listen. I don’t have anything catchy to say or something worth quoting but I do have part of my story to share and if you want to stay a little while to listen, share tears, and…

Bits and Pieces of My Story 

I grew up in the church, learned about how to live a life free from sin, but never really learned what a true relationship with Jesus, God, and Holy Spirit looked like. I didn’t have a firm foundation but I knew in my heart it was truth.  My freshmen year of highschool, my brother was…

G O O D B Y E // anxiety 

Depression is real.  Anxiety is real too.  I believe 100% in these ridiculous attacks people suffer with, because I have suffered through them too. I know what it’s like to look in the mirror and hate everything you have become and feel so full of shame. I also know what it’s like to feel the whole…